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For the past few weeks things haven't been going very well for me. I've been dealing with crazy ass parents, rediculous rules and being forced into College or I would be kicked to the streets. I'm tired of living in my fathers power hungry world were he's always in the right and he can never be wrong.
One day i was at work, i had a pretty normal 8 hour late shift that night, i came home tired as i unlocked the front door and headed inside, i go to my room and what do i see? Everything strawn out every whre, my bed over turned my table and file cabinet flipped as well as thousands of my missilaneous items scattered across the ground. I stared in fear and hatred knowing only one person would be this rash. I head up to my fathers room as he sat there watching TV, i asked him what happened to my room, why did he do that. And he replied, "Because you didn't clean the small mess that was left in your room. So, bye." He said mockingly as he waved me out of his room. I was baffled by the amount of ignorance and stupidity that my father had said, his excuse making absolutley no sense, for what does a bigger mess solve? Anyway, a few days later i am greeted by my mother early in the morning, who was deeply angry i didn't wash her work clothes like she asked me to the other night. Of course i felt horrible that i forgot, and then of course, my dad comes in, insulting me, taking away everything that i can use, and basically making me regret feeling bad. Since when am i supposed to e held accountable for doing other peoples laundry? If i had asked someone else to do my laundry, i GARUNTEE i would still be held accountable if it wasn't finished.
As of now, i'm planning my way out of this hell hole, im tired of living here with ignorance, stupidity, overbearingness and overall, my parents attitudes, because the house is theirs they can never be wrong and everything must go their way.
Once i get out and settled i might finally be able to art again without the parents keeping me from doing so!
Throughout all this...The crazy house that i live in...Just the idea of escaping with a mission so impossible, it fills me with DETERMINATION.
One day i was at work, i had a pretty normal 8 hour late shift that night, i came home tired as i unlocked the front door and headed inside, i go to my room and what do i see? Everything strawn out every whre, my bed over turned my table and file cabinet flipped as well as thousands of my missilaneous items scattered across the ground. I stared in fear and hatred knowing only one person would be this rash. I head up to my fathers room as he sat there watching TV, i asked him what happened to my room, why did he do that. And he replied, "Because you didn't clean the small mess that was left in your room. So, bye." He said mockingly as he waved me out of his room. I was baffled by the amount of ignorance and stupidity that my father had said, his excuse making absolutley no sense, for what does a bigger mess solve? Anyway, a few days later i am greeted by my mother early in the morning, who was deeply angry i didn't wash her work clothes like she asked me to the other night. Of course i felt horrible that i forgot, and then of course, my dad comes in, insulting me, taking away everything that i can use, and basically making me regret feeling bad. Since when am i supposed to e held accountable for doing other peoples laundry? If i had asked someone else to do my laundry, i GARUNTEE i would still be held accountable if it wasn't finished.
As of now, i'm planning my way out of this hell hole, im tired of living here with ignorance, stupidity, overbearingness and overall, my parents attitudes, because the house is theirs they can never be wrong and everything must go their way.
Once i get out and settled i might finally be able to art again without the parents keeping me from doing so!
Throughout all this...The crazy house that i live in...Just the idea of escaping with a mission so impossible, it fills me with DETERMINATION.
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Woot woot
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Update Time
2 min read
Despite being pretty much dead these past few months since my graduation. I've been working, getting money for a car, schooling, yadayada. So I still don't have a computer or anything to draw with. I'm talking to my parents about a computer and tablet and stuff so I can start back up again for reals. I've been trying to hang out with my Boyfriend More, haven't seen him since graduation mainly because we live hours apart and his new job. In fact I plan on him coming over this weekend, and spending the night. ;3 Just need an ok from my parents tho.
As for this fall, i'm going to try and enroll at a junior college, and after obtaining my associates, transfer to the university where my Boyfriend currently takes schooling. So, i'm not gone forever, just taking care of things before I can come back.
For those of you messaging me over skype and i'm not responding, I'm very sorry but I cant really get on at home, its not available to me until I get a new computer and phone. Usually I would use my phone but its been acting up lately.
And another thing, I've recently discovered I am a Co-Director of the series created by Shift-1347, Trixie Lulamoon: Ace Attorney. I guess being an AA nerd gave him the idea i'd be great at creating the script, but I hence forth accepted the position and am trying to work hard to help out.
ONE-LAST-THING, HAVE YOU GUYS HEARD?!Bird is the word GAY MARRIGE IS LEGALIZED THROUGHT THE US! IM SO HAPPY I CRIED!
As for this fall, i'm going to try and enroll at a junior college, and after obtaining my associates, transfer to the university where my Boyfriend currently takes schooling. So, i'm not gone forever, just taking care of things before I can come back.
For those of you messaging me over skype and i'm not responding, I'm very sorry but I cant really get on at home, its not available to me until I get a new computer and phone. Usually I would use my phone but its been acting up lately.
And another thing, I've recently discovered I am a Co-Director of the series created by Shift-1347, Trixie Lulamoon: Ace Attorney. I guess being an AA nerd gave him the idea i'd be great at creating the script, but I hence forth accepted the position and am trying to work hard to help out.
ONE-LAST-THING, HAVE YOU GUYS HEARD?!
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An Update
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Rozan is now more or less a character than a sona. I found a pony. An adoptable That would match my sona better, for some reason i see myself as more of a pegusus. Rozan will still be a big character i have, but it wont be "me". Just letting yall know, ill try to get a ref of my adoptables i currently have. I need to do them... And a big drawing i have planned. It will DEFINITELY not have trains.
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